Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Run I willl and Run I Must - My SCMM 15 !

Could ...
             Should...
Would...
            Did !!!
After Bangalore Marathon …days passed by and I missed all my practice runs in sleep and in the glory of my first full marathon.. so I I asked Karthik to cancel my tickets to Mumbai and decided not to run SCMM 15 . Only to know how much it would cost us to cancel Mumbai and vacation we planned around the event just two days before the actual travel date.  

So I was in Mumbai and day before the event decided to go for the run …Told myself I can always quit if needed … Called my running buddies in Chennai ....assured myself that they too are on same page with my running and quiting….Took motivation from fellow runners who said call it fresh legs … one said runners like you don’t need practice...Now how much I want to believe that ;-) … so with this ridiculous hope, no plan, zero confidence and all fresh legs I decided to go for it …
I started my run with some stretching and warm up while looking for Rahul  Verghese and his bus…
Though I could not find Rahul, I came across another 5 hour bus which was all energy and leading pacer was telling we are bang on the target time ….they  shouted “Together we can and together we will” …I ran with all my doubts…though the energy around  was making the run effortless… I lost this bus at approximately 11th kilometer …. & though I did not continue with the bus it gave me much needed confidence for the run and made me do my first 10 effortlessly …!!! 
I continued another 4 K on my own …
14th Kilometer my mind started playing…. It questioned  …Will I be able to keep up the pace …Can I  finish …what if the pain starts midway… how far I will be able to go …Do I really need to do this…. I anyway had decided to quit in between …..So should I be running now or should I be taking the bike and quit the run …that’s what I had decided anyway …. I can always come back next year ….. Next year surely will practice, plan and strategize ;p ….Thoughts were crowding and I slowed my run…I started walking..& then I could see Sea link … Running  @Sea link is always a dream and thrill…..  I was very much there @sea link with many doubt and so many questions…

That’s where I met Rahul…at last … I told him I am joining him…as long as possible.

They were doing 15 steps walk after every kilometer …strategy, pace and people just instantly felt comfortable and decided to follow one mind and one strategy …… I ran when they ran. I walked when they did and I stopped when they wanted to …Took rock salt when Rahul asked to and continued the run with the momentum … & I surprised and patted myself after every completed Kilometer….

I took water at almost every water station….took dates, chocolates, watermelon pieces from MumbaiKars and Volunteers …. Waved and acknowledged cheering on the roads… gave high fives to almost every kid on the way… Felt the Music … Enjoyed running  at Sea link, support at Pedder road ( we walked most of it )  … Running along Sidhivinayaka Temple … Haji Ali  … Read the hoardings and banners  which welcomed the event and runners everywhere along the route  and smiled...Wondered where vehicles on these roads might have disappeared & how they were able to manage so many hours of south Mumbai … all for runners ….applauded  Organisers' efforts … was humbled by strong woman runners en route ….There were so many unlike all other events and looked absolutely strong  and as if they have figured it all … felt so Proud of the Maximum City ,event & being  part of it…

One point I really thought I will be able to make it sub 5  and may end up achieving my PB….Feeling was exhilarating  ( May be I was hallucinating …distance  and empty Mumbai roads do that to you…:P )   Though I did not complete my run in 5 hours and this is not my PB .. This run gave me much needed assurance … little hope …little courage…confidence …. I finished my run in 5:29 with a happy heart … little more in love with the City ... running ….and little more with myself ….

 Thanks to my running buddies who were worried about me running the event …scared about my finish ...who were equally nervous and guilty of not doing practice runs …and To Rahul  for the awesome fun bus  and all motivation during the run….to Abhishek …Runner from Bangalore  with whom I ran my last three kilometers ...We sprinted last 200 meters and finished the run on high note … <3 <3 <3